I can look back at different times in my life when I felt I could not find my way out of whatever it was. I'm not necessarily talking about marriage but I wanted to pack it in. I wanted to disappear. A lot of that has to do with being in the public eye.
I always felt that a marriage works best at a farm… where you're together and everybody has clear-cut roles they have chores 'you take care of this' and you know. But it's hard.